...And it never felt this good.

I started the day off in quite a weird way. Being woken up twice by dreams of having sex with ex-girlfriends. And we are talking vivid dreams here...one that you expect to wake up and roll over in bed and find the girl next to you. The first one was just weird in general because it wasn't just me and the girl having sex. There was a whole back story to it and everything. The story was unimportant...it was one of those that only happens in a dream...completely illogical and never going to happen situations. Even the sex wasn't the type of sex that me and this girl would havc had, had we had sex. The first dream was about Lauren. it was completely weird. I must have been in some weird self-deprocating mood and in need of some comfort because the whole situatuon of the dream was her comforting me. It was completely un-real. The second dream was about Cherish, and the it was similar, when it comes to the comfort part, becuause she knows how to comfort me and would do it if we were hanging out. As for the sex...well...I guess if she and I were to have sex, my dream was pretty acurate. I am not going to go into details...there is a reason I woke up in a cold sweat from the first one and I don't want to relive. I woke from the one of Cherish, rolling over, hoping that she would be there. Damn harsh reality. *shrug*

I finished the 4th ALIAS, Season 2 disc. I like where the show is going. Now I have to wait a while to get the next one from Netflix. I actually think that the next DVD that is going to come is some music dvd. Well..now that I have adjusted my list, the next two that are comming are the last two ALIAS, Season 2 discs, then the 'New England Metal Hardcore Festival 2003' concert.

I watched the Black Label Society dvd today. Zakk blows me away as a song writter. I have been listening to all of the BLS songs that I have on my computer today and songs like 'Just killing Time' and 'Blessed Hellride', the slower stuff where he has these amazing melodic solo's, are just killing me. I love them. Don't get me wrong...the heavy songs are awesome in their own right, but it is good to hear someone who can rip on one song and then cool down and still play amazingly well. Lynch Mob was dominating my Audioscrobbler, but now it looks like BLS is the new heavywieght champion.

I got 3 activations yesterday. I was psyched. It was pure luck of the draw on customers. Drew and I just go back and forth on helping customers and I got the ones who wanted activations. I am only 2 away from my bonus now. I am psyched. I really want to pay off my debt and get out from under its burden. Then I can be a free man. It is nice to think that I have a whole week to get 2 more activations, as opposed to being 10 away or something. The first week that Mike was gone both Drew and I went crazy and did a lot of bussiness, but Drew had a bad last week and I just kept going like a freight train. I can feel the effects of it though...I am really exhausted.

I am going to play my guitar. I am enjoying it and I am happy with how I am progressing. I am not stiffening up. After I got done posting yesterday I played along with 'All Along the Watchtower' which tired out my right arm because there is a lot of strumming in that song and I was playing really energetically...as should be done when playng live. The only problem that I have been running into lately is that my right hand has been sweating so much that my pick gets slippery and keeps sliding out of place. And I use Gator Grips, which are supposed to help...but it may because they are older and dont have all the powder on them anymore.

Well...off to the woodshed. Maybe really working on the guitar will clear the thoughts I have of calling up a certain someone and ripping them apart for being a bitch. Maybe...just maybe...

Current Mood: mischievous
Current Music: Black Label Society